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Thursday, August 19, 2004
Hi everyone. I have been busy these past few days, an have not been able to do anything on the net..
Wait... I really wasn't busy. I was just being lazy, heck, I'll just put it this way:
I have been busy being lazy all week and have not done any kind of freakin work
There, that felt kinda better. You know, lettin' the truth come out. I dun have to lie to people who I don't know and besides, nobody reads these things anyway. I myslef don't read blogs that are not about love, loneliness, and agony. I like to read those things and comment stuff. ^_^ I'm not saying I'm a downer or anything, but I wanna help. And I just have no interest in anything UNinteresting like...
*thinks*
I really have no idea what I'm interested in right now. The only thing that I would be willing to talk to someone is about love, jokes, anime, PC games, and RPG games.
I have no reason to post anything right now but i just HAVE TO!
I just have to post something or else, I die O_O
dun dun duuuuunn
Well, I guess I'll be going now. Ciao.
x It is time to post, yet again
Panda wrote it @ 11:15 PM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Today, I woke up with my body aching all over. I feel the day was made for me to be sad. Carried my sorry ass outta bed and went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took a bath.. I didn't go to school. I feel so..... down right now. Top it all off, My ex-girlfriend, the one who said she wanted a "cool-off" with me, is seeing another guy. Yes, I gave her my blessing.... I hope she is happy now. I'm now back to square one. I feel like crying all-of-a-sudden. Maybe its because I'm listening to a Evone's music in her blog...
I wanna die
But its no use dying..
Because when you die, the people around you eventually move on. It just isn't right to leave them to just "move on" like that. I have to give them something to remember me by.. And to do that, I must live on.
Forget everything that happened in the past. Thats what I'm going to do... Even though the past shapes a human-being, it doesn't mean we cannot change. I will promise myself that starting from now on, I won't trust anyone with my heart. Even if its just a crush.
A crush can become love over-time.
And love into hurt...
x Loneliness
Panda wrote it @ 12:01 PM
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Monday, August 09, 2004
I am back.
Today, I woke up feeling kinda sick and tiredof life. My eyes ached at the morning's heat. I rubbed it whole day until just a while ago. I ate chicken this morning. Typical me doing his thing... Heh.
I didn't wanna go to school this morn.. pro'lly cus I was tired of hallucintaing all night of what I am supposed to do after death. (-_-) but at the same time, I didn't wanna stay home. So I went.
But I didn't go to my 1st class. I don't like walking up to the 6th floor for my 7:30 class at the crack of dawn just to hear a guy lecture us about what I am supposed to see God as. I see him just fine. In perception I mean. I do the right thing when I need to. And so my life progressed, ever so slowly, as before. I came to school around 9AM just in time to sit in me 9:30 class without being noticed. There was no crowd yet.. Then came the bell, the crowd moved in and everything got tight. -_-x
They gave us our mid-term exam papers. And to my greatest and unexpected surprise...
I was the highest O_O
93% = A-
Oh my... ^_^ That was unexpected. I even crumpled the paper when I got it cus I thought I got an "F". But when I reached my seat, I looked over at me back to see if anyone was watching.. none. I opened my paper and there I saw it!
"A-"
THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH, LORD! ^_^
x Mucho Gracias
Panda wrote it @ 12:16 PM
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
I was waked by a loud knock on me door of my room. T'was Nanay(Mother in Filipino), she was giving me breakfast in bed O_O Thats like, a miracle! Oatmeal.. mmm.... She gave me oatmeal. Heh, Cus' "its healthy". -_-x
I woke up today with an energy to lift a pillow, the highest energy level I've got a few minutes after waking up. Mom and dad, as ussual would go out on a sunday, with a car. So they did just that after she gave me my meal, they went and got into that Isuzu Crosswind I always wanted(IT WILL BE MINE SOMEDAY!) I just hope dad won't sell it.
Well, I'm off to play games on the net... Oh, and... I'm in acafe right now. And a strong-looking biker-lady is looking at my ass. Oh gee. -_- Gotta run now..
You are BREAKING THE HABIT. ~I don't know what's
worth fighting for, or why I have to scream.
But now I have some clarity to show you what I
mean. I don't know how I got this way. I'll
never be alright.~
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x What a wonderful world!
Panda wrote it @ 3:16 PM
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Seahorse
?? Which Creature Of The Sea Are You??
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I changed my blog layout ^_^ But it has no BG image yet, cus my ISP has some problems and I can't upload my background pic. -_-
But its okay, I'll be back by tomorrow and update this so I can upload that BG. ^_^
No worries. ~_^ ,v,,
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x New Layout! ^_^
Panda wrote it @ 12:31 AM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
Just one of those days I guess, days where your life feels so miserable and you get more punishment as time goes on its business, punishing people. Wondering what made my day so bad? Well, I started the day with a good... I dunno. I just woke up, took a bath, turned the PC on and went to this new RPG that just released. It ain't Diablo, no. Its a web-based RPG game where you take on life's challenges as either a good guy or a bad guy. Its new game, fresh outta beta and already, a lotta people know about it.
Its called "Injustice" You can go there through here:
Injustice
That way you can learn more 'bout the game. I dun like explaining things too often.. 'cus I don't know how to explain well....
Yeah thats it. -_-x
After I played a few turns on the game, I went to see me brother(yey) who just arrived from Manila, the capital city of the Philippines. We had a few lughs, brotherly talk and a promise that everything, as always, will be alright. ^_^
Then to end this story, I went to school and failed my college exam. Woooopidoo.
I guess the day started quite well, but hey, If somethings are meant to make your day, somethings will also break them, right?
Ahh.. life.
x One of those rainy days...
Panda wrote it @ 10:47 PM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
I recently spent my tuition money on something.. although I paid some of my tuition costs.. I have 588 bucks lacking 'cus I did something with it. I think I'm in trouble now.
NO biggy.. I'll just do some saving here and there. I still have 3 months to pay that amount to me college. ^_^ So everything is good. Yep.. LIfe sucks.
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So I guess thats it for now... -_-
Ciao.
x Trouble @_@;;
Panda wrote it @ 5:02 PM
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Hey, I woke up 'round 10A.M. today, got a bite, took a bath and went to school. The usual.
*sigh* I wish life was a bit more... adventurous than this. Like fighting evil demons and stuff. OKay, I might be going crazy right now but thats not the point. My life is boring. I don't have a night life and I don't like going out. The PC is virtually my only friend. Heh, Its not like I don't have any freinds in IRL but still... *sighs and shrugs* Sorry, was ranting again.
-_-x
Conquest, the game I play is down since yeterday. And my life took a landslide down to a ravine. I feel like sh*t.
If only I had a girlfriend..
Which reminds me, my ex and I talked this morning. Was pretty much an "okay" kinda talk but when she was about to go she asked if I could have her blessing.. GAWD! I'm still inlove with her.. I want her back and told her so too. But I guess the band she has right now is the only thing that can make her happy.. And thats good enough for me. So endeth my love-life...
Oh, here a li'l something for you..
Broken PromisesbyElement 80"V
The day you left me
there was a feeling I have never shown
The day you told me
there were the words that I have never known
And now it's over
So what's left that I should ever feel
cause since the day you left me
I have been so alone
And now we're left with broken promises
my heart can't take no more
and now we're left with broken promises
my mind has had enough
Deep inside me
there are things that I have never told
they burn inside me
and now I need to know
Why are you trying to take everything away from me
well I'm begging you
I'm here with nothing left to show
cause since the day you left me I have been so alone
And now we're left with broken promises
my heart can't take no more
And now we're left with broken promises
my mind has had enough
Look at how you turned on me
You ran away and left me here with nothing to see
I'm a man so turn around and say it to me
Don't you think I've got something to say
Look at how you turned on me
You ran away and left me here with nothing to see
I'm a man so turn around and say it to me
Don't you think I've got something to say
Now look at how you turned on me
You ran away and left me here with nothing to see
I'm a man so turn around and say it to me
Don't you think I've got something to say...
And now we're left with broken promises
my heart can't take no more
and now we're left with broken promises
my mind has had enough
and now we're left with broken promises
my heart can't take no more
and now we're left with broken promises
my mind has had enough*sigh*
x What a wonderful day..
Panda wrote it @ 3:04 PM
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
These Are all about me.. Answered them all truthfully -_-;;
This one is What type of Highschool stereo-type I am...
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.
-_- Go ahead an do the mocking...
The one below me is how I am to my friends.. Hey its a quiz.. I answer truthfully -_-x
Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.
That there above is my Stereo-type-roleplaying-me. So what? I dun socialize much... *sighs*
Okay here is my inner feelings..
find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
What Type of Villain are You?
mutedfaith.com.
I got this result OOooooh.. ^_^ But honestly, I'm the pseudo-Villain. You can go there and see what the pseudo-villain is. I came with that result *points at pretty pic* cus I was thinking of me being in a villain's shoes. Heh.
Anyway, GO and try for yourself ^_^ Have fun.
x All bout me ~_^ \m/
Panda wrote it @ 10:03 PM
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Its Sunday, not a very bad one. It ain't cold, ain't hot either. One thing I don't like about Sundays is that the day after it is Monday. Which means that I have to go to school tomorrow. And on this particular week, we start our mid-terms.. Gah, I hope I don't fail. Didn't study. Barely touched the books and... I "excused" myself from classes. Now I don't even know what they did. Oh my.. I guess I'm in deep waters now. No biggy, I know I can make it! \O/
I'm currently listening to the Spider-man OST song, Ordinary by Train. They're cool. Kinda reminds me about myself.. XD Who knows, Maybe I'm Super-Adam O_O And I save your asses every night battling evil demons. Makes You think, doesn't it?
Dun dun dun... XD
Well, anyway.. everything is so peaceful outside. No honking, no feets walking.. not evem the dogs are barking. Except for the occasional public transporations here called "Motor-rela"'s honking and sputtering, I guess everything is quiet. Too quiet.. *sigh*
I should go get a life now.
Time to play Conquest! \O/
x Sunday Blues
Panda wrote it @ 11:41 AM
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